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whobloidlostingublerland

Some days I do think, killing myself would be best.
I can never shake off that thought, it always lives in the back of my mind no matter how hard I try to get myself into a more positive & happy mindset.
maybe one day I just might give into that idea. I am just an outcast that doesn’t fit in.

annorexicbullshit

Most brutal realization of my life.

Maybe they were all wright. Everyone in my entire life telling me how much of a bad person I was, and I should not be here.

I've never felt like I deserved to die more than right now

a-plethera-of-thoughts

I'm tired of feeling so alone. My father barely checks in, I can feel the conversations die when I try to join in conversation with my roommates. Only one even bothers to say hi and check in with me anymore and that's purely out of obligation. I'm tired of existing but It makes them more angry when i get depressed and I get yelled at again.

I just wish I was enough for someone to want to hold, be near and laugh with.